I'm up early so blog time it is. I'm up early but I forget I'm going to bed at 930 so waking at 6 is a decent sleep. This is when I miss being in my apt as Simba would wake with me. My sweet boy he is.
Friday came and went and now I have 1 radiation left on Moday and my surgeon visit. Words cannot express how I hope Monday goes. Of course I'm prepared for the boost but obviously don't want it. Whatever my surgeon says but my fingers are crossed enough has happened over these 5 weeks that I'll be given the green light!
This weekend I have a visit and a babysit. Difference is mom is here for visit and out for babysit. Erynn will be my sitter Sunday night when my folks are out for some fun with friends. I just can't be alone that long yet. They will be home in time for tucking in though lol
My anxiety and exhaustion have been high the past couple days. I think the unknowing and the "I'm so done" feelings are really showing. The driving, the exhaustion, the uncomfortableness....just everything is hitting me like a brick house. I need this chapter to end. I need to heel. Even if the boost is ordered it's just one more week right....right lol but it will be ok, I'll get through it.
I ordered a new bag and sweater online that came yesterday so that made me feel better. Have a great weekend y'all. Till we meet again Monday!
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Just keep swimming ������ any luck researching ways to help ease the anxiety? Maybe cancer support groups, books, other blogs? ����
ReplyDeleteI've got a pill that helps balance me out & breathing. I think come Monday I'll be better knowing my fate. Too weak to hold books long time but am reading some related cancer stuff
ReplyDeleteI will be saying prayers all week for you from the Kootenays. My reception is not great on the road but I will be in the hotel every night where reception is great so keep on calling and texting anytime ok! I truly believe you are killing this and truly a champ! Xoxo
ReplyDeleteGo Carly go Janie
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