Remember when you were young and your grandparents or parents would say things like "always look on the bright side" or "turn that frown upside down"? Well gosh darn it they were right! I used to roll my eyes or probably walk away whispering to my buddy that they were crazy but now find myself saying exactly those things to my staff, young ones in my life or a friend going through a hard time.
Since I last wrote over a month ago now, lots has come about or guess I should say turned around. I've had ups and downs with health, career, friends and just overall life. My last PET scan warned my doctors that my thyroid wasn't working and showed it could be cancerous. I was so tired at one point I couldn't get out of bed and thought I may be seriously sick again. The symptoms were so much like those I experience during my initial diagnosis I began to worry. I missed work, had zero energy, and was even slightly depressed.
Blood work and 2 biopsies have since followed revealing I have a hypo thyroid my levels so out of whack it was hardly working. A normal persons TSH reading should be 0.4-3.8 and mine was 31.6. I'm taking medication to get the levels back to where they should be, it still isn't quite there but huge improvement to where I wouldn't fall asleep typing an email! My last biopsy was just yesterday and this one hurt a lot more than the last, but it has to be done and really I've been through 10x worse. I've been told these biopsies will continue every few months as they need to keep a close watch. As long as it comes back benign each time, were good!
It's been a just over a year since I returned to work, and I've loved my time with Mavi. Unfortunately they've decided not to renew their lease come Sept 30th, so I'll be joining another company in the same mall and will be sure to tell you more about it once it begins. Mavi has been very good to me and I've worked very hard to thank them. I'll miss my denim fashion shows with customers but will maintain great relationships with those I've met along the way. If you don't have Mavi jeans in your closest you really should as the quality & comfort is hard to beat.
I continue to do my best at surrounding myself with those that lift me up and not those who drag me down. I was away for a week on a road trip from Hope to Calgary seeing some of those exact people. I take pride in my friendships near and far and loved being on the open road listening to oldies, wind or AC blowing on my face driving though the mountains. It was my first solo trip post cancer and I had a few moments of anxiousness but turned that negative to a positive and kept on going. Every turn on this road of life just keeps me inspired...keeps me alive...keeps me positive.
XOXO
C
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